Sometime i do wonder..why do i study?
Been really vexed over my studies and the test i juz had, probably i'll fail..

Sometime i do wish someone can really listen and appreciate me..
Probably u are too held up with ur own emotion dat u had forgotten that my day might not be any better..

Sometime i really hope to find a better pay job..
So that i can pamper my love ones and myself, have more savings, go holiday with my love ones and give my parents more allowances..

Sometime i do wish i can resolve matters..
So that people around me will not be so upset and i can cheer them up =D

And most of the time..
I do wish for miracles...so keep dreamin!!!!Hahahahahahahaha

Anyway..i'm really very very very upset with myself..
My studies is moving towards a downward sloping curve..poor time managment..laziness..wat else can make it worst..u name it..

My poor boy..feeling inferior..been tryin to help..but i cant seen to help..i feel i make things worst..i hate myself..

I do feel helpless..useless..unappreciated...sometime...

I really wanna change my blog soon..probably i'll start writing diary..back to old school..hahaha..