Finally is weekend but what am i doing now?Why am i not outside enjoying the weekend?
Working life is so routine and it's making my life routine..!
Juz finish doing the schedule of rates for the contract but i still have the bills to add on..doing work on weekend??!??!?No life!!!Argh..

Ytd we found out some news and it's freaking me..office politics..though it's not on me but i still have to be cautious to people around me...i feel like changing job..i don't want to be in a outsourced company..it's hard to maintain a relationship between u and ur client..
Of coz i cant juz change my job juz like that..it's inevitable! Any job, any position there is bound to have office polictics..i ain't gonna avoid..still fresh to the working world..lots to experience..i juz gotta be xtra careful and make sure no one is tailing me..hahaha..

Oh ya..i've got my first pay!!!!So happy!!!It's been sometime since i went shopping so decided to go to body shop warehouse sales with my colleagues~ Spend quite alot but i'm not the bigger spender..it's miss tina!!!LOL..
Well i enjoy shopping but muz start saving for my future use..~

" love is so magical, as magical as the sunset. "

Lost & found of my love's wallet on sunday so yesterday, i decided to buy my love something to make him smile and make myself less guily..LOL..

After work, went clementi with my colleagues..crazy Tina and Xinyi!!!Ahahah..Tina wanted to do threading so we accompany her to look for the goodie indian ladies..On the way there, i've make up my mind to buy a watch for my love..
Went to City Chain..spend quite some time there cause i'm picky..hee hee..Finally i bought a Timex watch that is black with orange strips.. Happy!

Went to thread the brows..I decided not to thread cause the lady i like was not there..Me and Xinyi watch Tina's brows getting shapier!!!LOL..is there such a word?Haha..
After seeing her shed some tears..lol..we went to Lee Hwa coz Miss tina wanna look for her wedding ring!!!Searching here and there for the perfect ring and we took a look at DESTINEE..I was mesmerize!!!Diamonds!!!My eyes or i can say our eyes were open wide and shining with it..LOL..didn't know i will be charm by it so much..haha..My love came to meet us for dinner while we are still looking at the DIAMONDS!!!Hee hee..tease my love to get me the ring for our wedding!!!Heh heh..my love U shld get the hint!!!LOL..
Finally Tina got her ring and have the membership card!!!Yea man..can borrow her card next time..hee hee..

Then we went to a Japanese Restaurant to have our dinner..nice and affordable!Show my love the watch and he like keep saying me for buying such an expensive watch..lol..sob sob..Just wanna get him a good watch mah..but overall he love it!Yea!He want us to save money for our marriage in future..hee hee..ok i understand!Will save more $$$$..=) Oh ya he told me he dreamt that the got a watch that is black with orange strip..A dream come true!!!Hee hee..
We had a chat and talk about a woman's answer..ahaha..the way tina say it is really funny..but it's super true..lol..like: when a woman say anything up to you to a man...it means you gonna get it!!!LOL..ahaha..had a great laugh..

Headed home after that and took 105 with Tina..we chated all the way till i reach home..enjoy my day!!!Feel so happy!

" love is so magical, as magical as the sunset. "

Weekends just pass like this and tomorrow..back to working life!
Today we went out with my parents to Yishun to pray my grandparents..The scorching sun is making me heachache..!Went to cut my hair after that and headed home cause we wanna go swimming!Great weather to soak yourself!
However when we are on our way back, i lost my love wallet that he pass to me..It's all my fault..He actually wanted to hold his wallet but i thought it would be less trouble by keeping in my bag..BUT i actually did not keep it properly..I drop it on the bus 851..
After we alighted, we need to change bus to get home..my love ask for his wallet and when i open my bag,there's no sight of it!!!ARGH!!!Search frantically but to no avail..Called the SMRT buses customer service line but it's a sunday..they are CLOSED!!!Ask to call back on monday..shit man..So headed home to check the net for more info and also to cancel the cards that my love has in his wallet..
Decided to head down to Bukit Merah interchange as it is the terminal for bus 851..When we reach there, the bus interchange do not have any suitable officer that we can speak to except the drivers..check with the drivers and they help us to call Yishun interchange and my love spoke to the person in the line..
One of the driver told me that there's a driver found a wallet at the back of the bus and is heading back to the interchange..My hope risies but later he say the bus number is not 851..:(
I feel so so so bad and i keep blaming myself..The drivers asked us to go back Yishun interchange..so we took 851..On the bus..i try not to talk cause i know my love is boiling hot..i'm really sad and hate myself for the stupid suggestion to help him keep his wallet..
Finally we reached the interchange and YEA!!!The wallet is on the table!!!*Jumpin*
My love check his item but all his cash is gone including his lucky 50 cents!Luckile his cards and IC are still intact..I'm happy that the wallet is found at last and i'm very sad with myself..i went out of the room and cried..I feel so useless..by keeping something also can't do it properly..SObSobS..useless ME!
We make our way back to my house for dinner and i apologise to my love..I try to be quiet cause i don't know what else should i say..Haiz..How i wish i can just disappear!
Well my love you say it right..it's not my belonging so i'm not that careful with it..I'll be less kapo now and stop offering to carry anything that is not mine unless you make the request..

Now..at last the wallet is back and matter is rest..I still don't feel good..it's not that i feel unjustified but i just feel i bring troublessss...argh..Feel so lousy..What can i do to make myself a better person?

" love is so magical, as magical as the sunset. "

Goin to get my first pay out soon..yea yea!!!
This is the 3rd week of my working life..don't know should i continue with the company or accept the offer..
I'm tired..i wanna go holiday again..
I wanna take a break and break myself away from any worries or trouble..
But well..back to reality..I can't take leave now cos i'm still under probation..sian..If i take=no pay leave..
In this world nth is NOT about money..i mean physcial means..
Somehow i wish i'm older and more sensible and have a job that i love and enjoy..
Looking and searching what i want to do in life and wanna excel in which sector..
I wanna study again!!!$$$$$

" love is so magical, as magical as the sunset. "

Finally our attachment result was out yesterday. It's a long wait..
Satisfactory performance..lol..haha..
But my graduating GPA kind of not so good..just slightly a bit more effort i can hit 3 but well i only have myself to blame for not putting much effort in my poly life..

I'm not really bother about my results but my main concern now is to assist Yvonne as much as possible..she's going to give birth soon but her workload keep stacking up..I don't understand why her fellow colleagues can be so nonchalant to her pregnancy..

Now my main work scope is to prepare a FM contract for tender. It consitute many sub points to revise. Stress!!!

Ok i better start working now..haha..

*I want my love to be happy!!!Smile love..don't be sad over your results..smile!!!=)

" love is so magical, as magical as the sunset. "

My first week of my first perm job!Yea!
So far so good..slight different from my attachment period only..more workload but luckily there are attachment students to help me lighten part of our workload especially the keys!!!Thx ppl!!!

Gotta work 5 and a half days but alternate saturday..luckily!!!So went to office today but was slacking the whole day!!!The whole office was so quiet and cold..only me and Tina in the office plus the director but he is in his room...So we blast our songs!!!Hee hee..

Now still helping my SO who is my client now..kind of stuck in between..haha..gotta be more alert to working life now..blog again!!!hee hee

" love is so magical, as magical as the sunset. "

THANKS MY FRIENDS WHO CAME TO MY 21ST BITRTHDAY!!!!
Back from my bdae chalet..
I'm glad that most of the people i invitated came..my apologies that i'm not a good host and food are not serve to you..sorry sorry!!!

Celebrated my 21st bdae at pasir ris downtown east..was really busy that day..it was raining in the afternoon so by the time i check in was ard 6.30pm..pray hard for the rain to stop..and yea is BBQ time!Shortly, all my frens came..no time to BBQ the food and left the duties to the adults..hee hee..though i'm a adult as well..lol..

I hope everyone did eat sth cos we start the BBQ late and everyone was like waiting for food..haha..

Finally..time to cut my 21st bdae cake sponsor by my mum!!!Hee hee...had group photo session taking with everyone..here it is!!!

*My parents and me*..thanks mummy and papa for the giftsss!!!Muacks muacks!!!

*My love & me* Thanks for everything love!!!We got sabo to kiss right in front of everyone..haha..everyone keep saying 'kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss"...like having a wedding dinner!!!LOL..MUACKS!Well..blowing the candles is tiring!!!

*Si En & Family* They watched me grow up from a kid to an adult now!!!

*My godparents*

*The kids* Well they are younger than me..but taller than me!!!

*The pretty girls* My sec sch pals!!!Thanks for stayin!!!Best pals!!!

*BHSS* My sceondary school friends* Thanks for cumin!!!

*My poly mates* Thanks for cumin!!!Keep in touch!!!Oh..my love grew taller!!!LOL..

*My colleagues* Attachment colleagues and 1st job colleagues!!!

*Pastamaina* Only two of them turn up!!!Haha..but nvm..i'm happy!!!!

More photos!!!Now the couples time!!!Haha..

*Daren & Us* Well great to know this guy..thx for giving us face!!!LOL..

*My love's sister and us* Thanks for accompany is throughout!!!

Alright..i tried to upload most pics le..clear up the mess and found out there are more uncooked food!!!Untouched!!!LOL..actually i have more than enough food but no time to get it cooked..haha..1 more pic!!!Me in the gift land!!!hee hee..

Though i'm a adult now but i enjoy opening the presents!!!Hee hee..Total there are 21 presents in this pic!!!Coincidence!!!Cool man..Loved all the gifts!!!

Only my pals stay over..the second day we BBQ the leftovers for lunch..haha..they left in the afternoon and left me,my love,his sister n bf..My mum came to help me carry some of the stuff home..thanks mummy!!!The four of us went to Escape Theme park..free!!!Haha..And later at night..we play the sparklers!!!Rockets!Yea!!!

I really enjoy the celebration!!!But well..time pass real fast..tml is monday and is the first day of my 1st perm job..duno y i'm very scare!!!Perhaps i feel the strong sense of responsibility for the job..anyway..i thanx all of u who gave me such a wonderful 21st bdae!!!

Also, thanks my love for helping me to entertain my friends!!!Muack muack!!!Thanks for the necklace!I love U!!!!

" love is so magical, as magical as the sunset. "