I've got nothing better to do..thus back to blogging..
Perhaps i shall change this to be a hidding place instead, a place to pour out my thoughts-freely..thou there's no reply,probably i'll feel better =)

Work had been draggy..i mean once you get a hang of your job and everything remains the same (referring to job scope), it juz appears not challenging or in fact no much motivation to work except, earning to pay off my school fees..

3rd semester juz started and which mean i'm left with two more sems fees..Sometime i really do wish money can juz fall from the sky like winning a lottery but hey..get back to reality..stop dreaming!
However do hard work really pay off? Wondering~

So about my life..it had not been really good..arguements..quarrels..the negative impact to the relationships..
Running away will not solve the problem but what would be the best solution? Yet to find out..troubled..

I realise it's really hard to change or even convince a person's mindset..Once you make a decision, how do you go about to alter it? Factual evidences?
I believe once a decision is made, the person can be stubborn, shutting all ears to listen..that's the end?

Perhaps all along, i'm running away..afraid to face the challenges

Frankly speaking, i created a big mistake, a big misunderstanding that lead to cold war..the familar faces and smiles seem so far now..deep down inside, i feel so terrible..i feel there's nothing that i can do..but maybe..i really can do something..but i juz duno how to go about..both parties are unwilling to give in..the feeling of being caught in between..have you ever feel it?

I'm really tired..if a person can disappear and the problem will be resolve,that would be my solution..me..this is an act of running away..i know it's silly..afraid to face the reality..but the torturing feeling that i'm facing..can anyone of you understand?

Perhaps i'm gettin a little emo today..that's why i've been pouring the negative thoughts..this is not me..the cheerful label has gone for the day..
Time for me to go to bed or else my eyes would be swollen..
So night..i shall change my blog soon if i have time..=)