From today onwards till the day before national day, i will not be able to receive any calls or sms from my love..he's in field camp..
Yesterday he wasn't feeling well..today..i don't know..he did not manage to sms me today morning..disappointed thou but he might be too busy packing..or fall sick?
I don't know...

Since the day my love enlist, i've been working late..
Workaholic in the making? Hahahaha..
I think i want to make myself occupy so that i won't worry too much about my love..
Used to reach home by 7pm..now i think the earliest time i reach home is around 7.30pm..I did not go out..just spend my weekdays in the office..
I reach office as late as 9am sometimes but i reach home as late as 9 plus normally..
I had spend more than 8 hours a day..but no OT..only can claim time off..and it's not easy to justify to claim for time off..Haiz..

Yesterday after my love lights off..i start doing another report..time juz flies and I took the flu medicine coz i had yet to fully recover..at the same time, i hope the medicine will make me fall asleep soon as it coz drowiness..It works!!!If not i think i'll wet my pillow with my tears..

Today was one of my colleague last day..David, wish U all the best!
We bought him a sling bag..so many people leaving..When my turn reach, i think i cant bear..I love my colleagues..the environment but the welfare of my BOSS is...........Beyond words..haha..But well another factor is money..very important factor..I need to find a higher pay salary..for my parents, myself and my future..

Watched the channel 8 army show at 9pm..There's a part where the boy enlist..it makes me think back that day i accompany my love to Tekong..and make me wonder his bunk mates are nice and good to him..I hope they will take care of each other..

So i'm thinking of my love..missing him!

*My love..today is day 1 of your field camp..I wanna hear your voice or juz an sms to let me know U r safe will make me feel better but it is not possible..U can't bring your hp..U know..i though of calling your BMT sch1 to check whether you went for the field camp or you reported sleep..I don't know whether i should...Haiz..
Btw love..my mum went Malaysia with her ex-colleagues..I'm feeling lonely especially when i sleep..=(
Now i keep worry about your health..I juz hope i can sleep tonight..and u are sleepin well..
I love U!