Weekends just pass like this and tomorrow..back to working life!
Today we went out with my parents to Yishun to pray my grandparents..The scorching sun is making me heachache..!Went to cut my hair after that and headed home cause we wanna go swimming!Great weather to soak yourself!
However when we are on our way back, i lost my love wallet that he pass to me..It's all my fault..He actually wanted to hold his wallet but i thought it would be less trouble by keeping in my bag..BUT i actually did not keep it properly..I drop it on the bus 851..
After we alighted, we need to change bus to get home..my love ask for his wallet and when i open my bag,there's no sight of it!!!ARGH!!!Search frantically but to no avail..Called the SMRT buses customer service line but it's a sunday..they are CLOSED!!!Ask to call back on monday..shit man..So headed home to check the net for more info and also to cancel the cards that my love has in his wallet..
Decided to head down to Bukit Merah interchange as it is the terminal for bus 851..When we reach there, the bus interchange do not have any suitable officer that we can speak to except the drivers..check with the drivers and they help us to call Yishun interchange and my love spoke to the person in the line..
One of the driver told me that there's a driver found a wallet at the back of the bus and is heading back to the interchange..My hope risies but later he say the bus number is not 851..:(
I feel so so so bad and i keep blaming myself..The drivers asked us to go back Yishun interchange..so we took 851..On the bus..i try not to talk cause i know my love is boiling hot..i'm really sad and hate myself for the stupid suggestion to help him keep his wallet..
Finally we reached the interchange and YEA!!!The wallet is on the table!!!*Jumpin*
My love check his item but all his cash is gone including his lucky 50 cents!Luckile his cards and IC are still intact..I'm happy that the wallet is found at last and i'm very sad with myself..i went out of the room and cried..I feel so useless..by keeping something also can't do it properly..SObSobS..useless ME!
We make our way back to my house for dinner and i apologise to my love..I try to be quiet cause i don't know what else should i say..Haiz..How i wish i can just disappear!
Well my love you say it right..it's not my belonging so i'm not that careful with it..I'll be less kapo now and stop offering to carry anything that is not mine unless you make the request..

Now..at last the wallet is back and matter is rest..I still don't feel good..it's not that i feel unjustified but i just feel i bring troublessss...argh..Feel so lousy..What can i do to make myself a better person?