Well..lots of tings happened but y ppl always look at the surface n assume ting?Dey wun bother to hear frm all party at all cos dey already set their mindset..hai..dat's y misunderstandin surface?I juz feel keepin stuff to myself is very difficult..even if i blog it dwn..who will read?Ha~
I noe i'm not the Miss Popularity girll nor Miss world..lol..
But no matter any1 will read anot, i'll still blog it dwn cos it's part of my life..Someting i feel it's necessary..

Der is dis 4 pals (A,B,C & D) decided to get tgt n b frens..frens for life?Well..2 by 2 they partner up by still,dey go out n do project tgt in 4s...We try 2 meet up to go 4 lesson tgt n always sit tgt in class..
Ard 1 yr ltr, 1 of them suddenly gif us a cold shoulder ('A').. Even sittin in the same row, the conversation is like casual or dead..it's like isolation 'itself' frm the 3 of us..Since then, we onli tok 2 'A' abt projects stuff.
Den 1 of the 3 of us suggest 2 sit different row frm 'A'. We did it n slowly, 'A' mix with other ppl in the class. 3 of us carry on n haf fun..and 'B' cleared all the contact of 'A' (msn,blog,friendster).Then 'C' follow wat 'B' did as 'it' feel it's also no point keepin..n also wanna support 'B'..
But juz less than 3 mths, problem surface again..'B' told 'C' n 'D', dun trust any1..not even mi cos no1 is worth trustin..Well, 'C' feel it's alright with dat statement cos 'it' feel dat 'it' shld not trust any1 for the moment..However, 'D' feel it's like not treat 'it' as friend.Cos fren=trust?So der's a small gap dat start 2 appear..
'B' told 'C' n 'D' again dat 'it' will b friendly to 'A' again..Both 'C'n 'D' were like tinkin..wat???!!!??We dun wanna befriend wif 'A' den now still wanna b friendly?We took ur suggestion to look thru her eyes,no eye contact den now..reali shitty!
Then, 'D' decided to stop workin the project wif 'A' and confronted 'A' w/o tellin 'B'
'B' was hurt for like not treatin part of the group..Gap become very BIG now..'D' apologise some time ltr but still gaps still der..
'B' n 'D' not tokin 2 each other like last time..N 'C' try hard to close the gap..Smile to 2 of them..Try no1 to leave any1 alone but in the end, 'B' feel 'C' sidin 'D' n 'D' feel 'C' sidin 'B'
Arghh..'C' was very hurt at dat moment..feelin so useless..cant even help..Try 2 stand neutral but the 2 party feel otherwise..
So now the solution 2 dis problem is 2 end the friendship!Ya..I sae it..i'm 'C'..i juz cant take it..i try 2 help them n put my feelin aside but in the end..it's fruitless!!!I noe der's alot stuff dat cause all dis happen but well,dis is my part of the story..

Worst of all,'B' sae:'U r his gf, i juz haf to b unfair to u.'
Dis is wat that reali make mi hurt n super angry..all this while, i din sae i'm his gf so i gotta b unfair..did i did i did i???If i did let mi noe ok?
I'm reali devastated by all this!!!I haf enuff..I noe i'm not the onli 1 who is hurt BUT if some1 sae dat 2 u,how u will feel?SO i end it bcos of dat sentence..I seek 4 fairness in the world cos i believe..if u treat some1 gd,dat person will repay u..but now?Otherwise..

To mi now..friendship?I duno..i'm totally mixed up wif the ppl ard mi..ya i haf frenz ard mi..i'm not dat difficult 2 get along rite?Am i?Well let mi noe..
I juz dun wanna tink much abt frenship cos of dis matter..mayb whn i step 2 workforce everythin will be better?I hope so..juz look brightly forward!